I'm constantly told that what I am doing is a waste if time. That I should just work and get money. But I don't want to be like everyone else. Staying in a job that I don't like, that is physically and mentally stressful, and that requires way more patience that I have now a days. At this point I just feel like giving up. Every time I try I get shot down somehow. It usually is one of my parents or a person I'm really close to.
So why continue with a goal I'll never accomplish. I'll never get the chance to actually make a difference in this fucked up world, simply because there's always going to be someone pulling me back. Not allowing me to find my peace with the world.
Here I just sit. Debating. Should I just drop all my classes and get my full time position back or should I not give a crap and continue having financial issues with the 2 part time job I have. Stress has always been a part of my life. Ever since the age of 10. Which is the age I started working for my own money in order to buy what I wanted, and not have to rely on others to buy it for me.
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